S L E E P !

V: I know you probably don't care, but I'm about to break my 30 hours of no-sleep record
F: WTF is wrong with you? dude, you need to get yourself a gf
V: no, I need to get a life
F: lol, that too!
F: you need a girl so that she can listen to your problems
V: I don't have problems, I just have too many things to take care of

... 5 minutes later!

V: Holy, I think I do need a girl, but it can't be M or J
F: It's okay, I'll take M and Sam can have J, you can take that asian chick
V: Why-T-F does Sam get J? No, he can't have her.
F: First you don't want her and then you don't want anyone else to have her, WTH is wrong with you?
V: Yeah, that's how I like her.
F: lol, you're messed up!

Friends are so much fun!

I did end up breaking my no-sleep-record, it's 31 hours now. It's sad how, out of 168 hours in a week, I only sleep about 35 - 37 hours (5 hours/day). How do people get time to blog?

posted by Viks @ 10:15 AM, ,

I can do it

I remember, long ago, it was a rainy day and I was getting late while driving to work.

I was speeding because I had to be there on time, and it was just one of those days - the road was blocked, I had to get my car fixed, I had to pay my school fee, I was running out of money, and so much more.

There was so much going in my head, I didn't realize and I was suddenly going the wrong way and I noticed that there was a tear in my eye.

I felt that no matter what I do, it just won't get better. I was trying my best but it never seemed to end.

No matter how hard I tried to think positive there was something in my head that kept telling me that 'you're just living on false hope and it will never work out'.

I wanted to cry and cry so much that all those problems would just go away.

Then, just like how it happens in movies, while I was driving, this guy I knew just came as a glowing light in my mind, and I remember he once told me that, 'Say it, if you want it to happen, just say it to yourself just the way you want it to happen, and it will happen'

I had nothing to lose, so I kept saying out loud of how I wanted everything to be without knowing how to get there.

I don't know if it worked or no, but my problems somehow got solved even when I thought they never will.

I noticed then that if you look at all those successful people out there, you see that they keep saying that while growing up they told themselves that they will be successful even without knowing how, and if you look at all those failures out there, they keep telling themselves that, “I’m a failure” and so they become one.

What you tell or show your brain how something needs to be done is how it’s going to register it. Do it by just thinking about it, saying it out loud, or writing it down.

Dwight Howard, an NBA player, once said that when he was in grade 5, or something, he wrote in his wish-list that he wanted to be an NBA player, and wanted to be the No. 1 draft pick. What are the odds, but he achieved it. I doubt he knew, in grade 5, how to get there.

posted by Viks @ 1:57 PM, ,

The Law of Attraction

"This law demonstrates how we create the things, events, and people that come into our lives.

Our thoughts, feelings, words, and actions produce energies which, in turn, attract like energies.

Negative energies attract negative energies and positive energies attract positive energies."

Imagine you force yourself to wake up in the morning after only 4 hours of sleep and something inside of you tells you that ‘it’s just going to be a shitty day’. You head towards the bathroom to get freshened up. You’re in the bathroom, minding your own business, and while reaching for the towel, boom, you slip. You really hurt yourself, but not bad enough to not walk smoothly again. Then there you are, ready to take a shower and as soon as you open the tap, cold chilled water comes running down on you, you scream and look for escape. It just seems to be getting worse.

There you are, finally managing to get through the shower horror, you put your shirt on and notice that it’s missing a button, you look for another shirt but it’s not ironed properly. You manage to find one shirt, but it’s not your favorite. You comb your hair but sadly it’s one of those usual days where you’re just bound to have a bad hair day. You keep staring yourself in the mirror wondering if Nadia is going to notice you today with this ugly hair, messy shirt, and a deprived sleepy face. Obviously there isn’t a very optimistic thought to it but you carry on.

You are now ready to eat some breakfast, you pour yourself some tea and when you take a sip you notice that it’s a bit too sweetening. Your taste buds are going all crazy now, and you don’t feel like eating anything. You become hasty and that’s it, you lose your balance and now the tea is all over the floor, you have to clean it, too. You just hate it now.

You are running late now, so you’re racing towards your car and on your way you just can’t help but think ‘why does it always have to be me? This is horrible, it’s going to be one of my worse days, it keeps getting worse … I hate my life’

Congratulations, you have just made your day one of the most horrible days in your life.

I don’t think, but I know and I believe that we make our own life, and even shape our own destiny. When you create those negative energies, they flow and create more negative energies.

The best way to fight a negative energy is to do something positive, and then another positive until your positive energies starts flowing.

‘Good luck to you on living a beautiful life’

posted by Viks @ 9:24 PM, ,